Making Changes in the World One Way or the Other

As I sat down to write in my journal this morning, I immediately wrote about how grateful I was to finally be living my life my way. I talk a lot about the "old me" and the "pre-stroke Christine," mostly because it's true. There is a definite shift in who I was before the stroke … Continue reading Making Changes in the World One Way or the Other

Mountains, Steps, Perspective – Aleph

When meditating this morning about Aleph, I saw a mountain and was reminded that in order to reach the top of the mountain it takes one step at a time. We need to focus more on the path directly in front of us, so we don’t get overwhelmed by the prospect of having to climb … Continue reading Mountains, Steps, Perspective – Aleph

Go Back to a Time of Faith – Ayin

I see a Native American woman. It is me. I am standing alone in a southwest desert before a campfire. It is dusk. My arms are raised to the heavens and I call out “Ayin! Ayin! Ayin!” There is nothing around me. Just the fire, the desert sand and the red rock formations in the … Continue reading Go Back to a Time of Faith – Ayin

Breaking Old Paths – Resh

In this morning's meditation, even before I brought in the Hebrew letter Resh, I saw a circular railroad track in my mind. I saw it break apart and form a ladder reaching upwards. This is the key to the message I received for Resh. I heard that the circular railroad tracks are our habits of … Continue reading Breaking Old Paths – Resh

Stand Up in Your Truth – Tav

Today's message from meditation on 22nd letter Tav: "I see myself as a young girl and an unsure young woman. I am being supported from behind and also pushed forward to stand up. To stand in my truth. I am feeling that I am not ready because I don't know my truth fully yet. I … Continue reading Stand Up in Your Truth – Tav

Distilling Love

“Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove: O no! It is an ever fixed mark that looks on tempests and is never shaken; it is the star to every wandering bark whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy … Continue reading Distilling Love

Keep the Channels Open – Samekh

Meditation on the 15th Hebrew Letter - November 27, 2018 "Open communication is needed between head and heart. There must be a constant flow between the two without obstructions. I felt like there was a weighted pendulum circling around a pointed ellipse. HEAD HEART The weight always settled at the heart center at the bottom of the ellipse telling … Continue reading Keep the Channels Open – Samekh

The God Seed (Mem)

During this meditation I was given the image of a very tiny seed which contained the whole universe - all of God's wisdom and energy. It resides in every particle in the material and energetic worlds. It is the smallest building block of creation. Its shell is too hard to crack open but this seed … Continue reading The God Seed (Mem)

Heith and the Butterfly

  Today's meditation was with the 8th letter of the Hebrew alphabet, Heith or Chet. The first image I received was of a beautiful, iridescent flower of pastels. Delicate. Beautiful. Filled with a lightness of Being. Then I saw a monarch butterfly. Also beautiful and delicate. But I was struck by the silence that accompanies … Continue reading Heith and the Butterfly

Zayin – Delicacy and Dirt

Zayin   I meditated today on the seventh letter of the Hebrew alphabet, an exercise I began a few weeks ago working my way through all of the letters, one at a time. I am starting to recognize more and more by doing this how I receive messages but also that there is a different … Continue reading Zayin – Delicacy and Dirt